January 2011
11 posts
“It’s a horrible feeling. Your hurting and life is hard on you and yet I...”
Last Thoughts
I think this is gonna be the last one of these for a while cause after this i have nothing to say really. Im actually at a loss for words right now. I havent been able to sleep very well because ive been thinking about so many things. Even when i dont want to your still on my mind. I woke up yesterday night because i was thinking about you. I was thinking about how we used to be compared to where...
“why let her take your happiness? why go through all of this for a person who...”
– amy nguyen (via quackflapquack)
“I hate how much i miss you, yet i can never tell you that i do.”
“i HATE people with sarcastic fuckin’ attitudes, especially when you go out...”
Non-Existent
You know i really don’t get it. I’m even more confused today then i was yesterday. I’m even more confused then they day after the break up. In the beginning you said you wanted to be friends, so where are we now? We’re barely acquaintances. I’m always the one looking for you and waiting for you because i figured it’d make your day if i walked with you, it always...
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Hope.
I used to be so trusting, but at the same time so gullible. Everything you would tell me, i would believe it even if you didn’t mean it or it wasn’t how you truly felt. I used to be so happy. I used to have so much hope for everything, for us. Now, i don’t have hope for anything; i don’t even think i believe it exists anymore. The things you tell me now, i don’t know...
Story of my life? I think yes. Song of the week.
Lifeless.
So its been about three days. Life is starting to look a little brighter but things are still kinda dim. School seems like a blur, and nothing feels like it matters anymore. I constantly have to tell myself to smile, even though i know deep down that’s impossible. Even though you can smile, i can’t. I have to constantly keep everything i feel and all my thoughts to myself because no...
